November 2, 2012: Friday | mrsspaigee56's Blog
Just to caught you up from yesterday, I got home from school pissed of at the world. my mom pissed me off even more by not letting me drive even though that was our deal. "I go to school, she lets me drive." what a pile of bullshit. I asked whenever i would be un-grounded just from seeing my friends. she didn't give me the answer I wanted to hear! I was pissed off out of my mind. I got home and on my radio was a note saying she didn't like my music playing which made me explode with anger. Its was just the icing on the cupcake! She called the cops and they came to talk to me. She has Miranda come in my room and take the phone that i pay for! She is probably going through my phone right now.. Omg.. i hope she doesn't find out about Kevin!! :0!! God! No! I honestly wanted to tell him the truth but I really like him a lot :l. Anyways, as i was typing. I was pissed off at her so damn much. I was going to leave. ASAP! I didn't though. I'm done running away from my problems. I'm here to fight this. I went into the laundry room to do my laundry but may I add I was just going to save me the first laundry spot! I had no clean clothes! It was like 5:45. We cant do laundry in our house until 7:00p.m. because it raises up the light bill which is clearly harder to pay than a low bill. Hank (which is my moms husband) started running his mouth. him and myself haven't got along since he came into my mothers life! he was raising hell and shit. I just listened to his rant. not like i give a fuck what he has to say to me. Hes worthless! i told him to go kill himself. He didn't... damn:/! while his ass distracted me my mother went into my room and took my radio may i add she already had my television. not like i watched it that much anyways but music..... that's my life.! I was drawing dead people and shit. i draw all the time i draw everything you can think of. I drew a women being hung and a wrist that was slit. My mom already hand the cops here once that day. They decided to call a social worker and have her come to the house. i was being a prostitute which is very unsafe. i know! The women got here and my mother told him about my drawings so by the weed smoking and prostitution they took me to West Palm Hospital- Mental Heath Unit. God. to my surprise my best-friend Peter was here. Having to tell everyone in group about that dirty thing i did was hard to talk about. I did what i did and i have to accept it. It's life accept shit! I enjoyed being here with peter though. i dont feel so alone.
Later that day.
now its 4:30 p.m.(other words room time). I'm just sitting here all bored. Yo man, my room-mate had to get hit with some booty juice. Crazy shit her not wanting to go home and everything. I dont know her story so therefore i must not judge her. Mariah is about to get on my nerves with her smart ass mouth. I dont want to get into it with her and then them, actually have a reason to keep me here. I love life....breathing....living but everyone else thinks other wise. Hold-on. Sorry was knocking on the wall to my friends next door. Making them beats you know. So im actually putting out there why i dont like my mom.
2 hours later.
just got off the phone with my mom and of course shes being a selfish bitch! Im really getting tired and pissed off. I just want my phone that i fucking pay for! If i have to fuck nasty guys again to get a prepaid phone ill do it! clearly my mom doesnt give a fuck if i do or shed give it back instead of listening to me tell her im going to go do it. Emily can suppoert herself. ill pay for a phone and i guess anything else. i have to stop after that.
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